How quickly time flies! When I finished chemo back in February May 1st seemed so far away but it came up quicker then I could ever imagine. During the 2 months I was waiting for surgery my days were filled with doctor appointments. After I had my port removed (it went well) I also had to have a EKG, chest x-ray, lots of blood work, physical and I followed up with my vascular surgeon. Every test came back fine and I was cleared for surgery. I also had a consultation with my radiation oncologist.
The weeks leading up to the surgery were difficult for me. I was okay with the surgery part but I had a hard time excepting the removal of my breasts. I read several books and blogs to figure out to become okay with it.What I learned is that I needed to go through a grieving process.... and the Xanax that my doctor prescribed helped too. I'm not sure I really became okay with it but May 1st came and it was surgery time. I surprised myself on how calm I was. It wasn't until they were about to wheel to the OR that the waterworks started. In that second it became real. Thankfully the anesthesiologist had already given me something to calm me and out I went. I hardly remember saying goodbye to David and the next thing I remember is waking up in my room,
While I was out I had my ovaries and tubes removed, the mastectomy and the tissue expanders were put in. Monday night went by in a haze. I had a hard time staying awake, as I was returning text to people I fell asleep mid typing then suddenly my eyes would pop open and I would continue. It really was quite comical. I spent two nights in the hospital and so happy to be released Wednesday before lunch. It's always good to go home and so happy to see Jack and Ava. All three surgeons said it all went well and everything looked clear of cancer. Now we wait for the pathology results to confirm that. I am very thankfully that my pain has not been to bad. Pain management is good and hoping it will just get better every day. Let the healing begin!! I can hardly believe that surgery day has come and gone. I have two drains in until Monday then I can shower and slowly add more activity in my life.
I'm not sure when I will be able to look at my Frankenboobs but luckily they are bandaged for the rest of the week and I don't have to look yet. I am so thankful for all the love and prayers, it makes each step more bearable. Please keep the healing prayers coming. XO
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